Heyho everyone! It has been really months since I last updated and I'm ashamed to say that my last post was in July. And please remind me what month are we in now? December! Oh gosh! And I realized, up till now, I've only posted 4 posts for this year. How can this be? How can I neglect my blog even though there aren't any readers left?! Well, I won't even want to close down this blog even though there are no readers at all. Reason being, this blog records what happened throughout my growing process (even though there are times when I'm real lazy and there weren't much updates for months). It would be a real waste to close it down just like that. I'll just treat it as talking to myself. At least when I wanna look back at the past, I can have this place for me. But really, this blog is really left untouched for a long time. I'm gonna dust it up and make sure it still looks alive for a long long time, cause this is gonna be my memory bank for as long as I can keep it. 

Needless to say, I'm was still busy with my assignments up until this week. And I'm still left with my dissertation not even half done. I realized I always complain how much work I had to do and how busy I was on this blog. Maybe it is my way of communicating with people (provided that there is any still reading), or even a space for me to speak up on whats on my mind. 

Time passes very slow throughout the year and only when we reached December then did I realize, we are already approaching the end of another year. And another year had passed just like this. Its always at the end of the year that we realized how time have been wasted by us, and reflect on the things that should have happened or already happened. No matter how much I love December, as it represents a joyous season, there are still some mixed feelings that I experience as it is a time for us to think back, and we realize that we are another year older soon. So I guess I can't escape from the mixed feelings again this year. But I wish that sooner or later, I am able to face the end of the year with a contented heart, grateful for what I had accomplished or received and wishing for another good year ahead. It's not that I'm not experiencing good things this year, but it is the thought that I should live my life to the fullest and not have any regrets at the end of every year. I guess, it means growing up and taking responsibility of my life. I'm waiting (or maybe trying hard) for the time to come, so that I don't waste my time and live everyday meaningfully. 

That is all for now I guess, cause if I'm gonna say everything, its gonna take ages. HAHAHAH.

"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough."